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The Day I Told Myself, "It Doesn't Matter..." |
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Sunday, 12 March 2006 |
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You think I was the one who's left you behind? Think Again... I tried my best to reach out... I was given a busy signal. I tried. Not just once, twice or thrice... but many times. But still, I was given a busy signal.
Sometimes I am lucky. Heard your voice on the other line. But you said, "I'm busy, let's talk next time" . Then I waited for the next lucky time, And when it came you said, "I'm busy, let's talk next time." I stopped. told myself you are indeed busy. I waited. Then I stopped waiting.
Being busy is not a reason to stop showing people That you care about them and That you are thinking about them. Being busy is but one of the easiest reason out. For the last time, I tried to reach out. And with that busy signal coming from your side, I've decided to stop. I stopped wondering how you're doing... Hence I stopped caring. And I know for you, "it doesn't matter". Well, it did matter to me. But now, It doesn't.
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