here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

Not that I can relate to that song of Green Day (Wake Me Up When September Ends-- changed September to October) but with how things will be going for me this month of October, basically, I wanted to just sleep the whole month and be awaken at the end of October.

I am not sick but what's worse than dying in loneliness, huh? Although I have promised I will survive, it's hard counting the days till it's over. And the month has just began...

I am back on the spot where all I can do is make myself so busy and tired so that at the end of the day there will be no chance for me to think about anything but sleep. I am like a prisoner marking my walls each day with the number of days I am inside. I have no idea when I will be free. It feels like forever and it's killing me. But I promised I will try to survive...

I don't seek presence nor time. I just hope I will be remembered...

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