I received 2 wake-up calls today. One via my mobile phone and the other one online-- an (un)expected message.

I was awakened by a call on my mobile phone a little past 11 this morning. Yes, I was still snoozing that time. It was my agent for the bank (I panic every time they call because...). But there's no way I can ask God for another "delay", I have asked too much already. And before I can even think of asking, the person on the other line has said, "Ma'am, you should report on Tuesday."

Oh my, oh my... oh my. "All right," was all I said. I just knew I had to let things happen now. He's given me too much time to get ready for this and it's time to move my butt out of my comfort zone once again. Back to the corporate world, so they say.

"I don't want to go back."
"Me neither."

I was just talking to DM last night about working in an office set-up again as we're both working freelance (wherever the wind blows LOL!) but the call for me came in in less than 24 hours so I guess it's really His will that I go back. I will be a hypocrite if I say I am not asking for a more stable source of income. (Maybe) it's the best way that He could provide for me right now. Yes, the pay is better than being a freelance of course. But with that comes much more responsibility. Some huge changes have to take place once again, one of which is the drastic change in my environment and oh my... my sleeping habit and my wake-up time, my wearing my boots and office attire again (trying not to freak out here now). Spice it up with some mind-boggling programming scenarios and Olah! I am freaking out now!

"Thank you, Lord," was all I said after the call. I knew He know what He's doing (of course!). I was expecting such call will come soon. Maybe I was just hoping He will give me another consideration as He knows the desires of my heart. Every night it has been our topic. I guess it's really time for Him to do Thy will, huh? I am sure it is. Well, He's given me a little more time. The agent called again and told me I could report on Wednesday. I guess, that's final. On Wednesday, April 9, I have to be up at 5 or 5:30am and leave for work around 7am. *phew*  Goodluck!

And just before my adrenaline wears off, I opened GreenApple and came a message from RQ. I almost forgot, it's April and it's their wedding month! I am excited to witness the exchange of vows as I am really praying for him and L (they've been together for over a decade). They were like my second family since high school days... ooppss I better stop right here (save it somewhere else). *wink*

Stop pressing the panic button now please. It's Friday night, I am ready to go out but did you know that I have but frozen dinner plans for tonight?! I am trying to work while waiting to be thawed. *arggghh*

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