| 2 Years and I am still not over him. |
| Thursday, 30 July 2009 | |
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Last night I saw Sheba pacing around the room. There were thunders. I remembered Cubby being afraid of the sounds of thunder or firecrackers. I remember Cubby whining, like a little child crying because he was scared. I went near Sheba last night, told her that it is all right. Sheba moved closer to me and let me pat and hug her. She's still over protective with Grandma, but I am not afraid of her now. I am used to her. She'll get used to me someday, I know. Cubby. Sometimes his name just slips from my mouth when the name that I was supposed to utter was Sheba. Then I would feel guilty having called Sheba by another name. Sheba is a German Shepherd, Cubby is a Golden Retriever. Sheba is a female, Cubby is a male. Sheba is alive, Cubby is dead. Two years ago. He was only four. Cubby is free now. Well, I guess I should be, too. |
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