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[Red Corner] Fulfilling One's Goal |
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Friday, 02 May 2008 |
If I am to build a house, I would use a lot of fiberglass. Fiberglass window panels, shutters, and even some fiberglass columns. Fiberglass as we all know is resistant to heat and fire. I could be a fiberglass--- flexible and resistant.
*crasssshhh*
I feel guilty today. Alright, make that even yesterday. I have been eating too much. What's new with that, you asked? I have been eating too much all my life. But I should change that as soon as soon as possible. I was enrolled in a gym, remember? And I have a personal trainer who's willing to help me out on my simple goal of toning up and losing a few pounds so I wouldn't feel dissatisfied everytime my weight reads 100+. My weight is okay but I told him I want the scale to read 100lbs. Flat. I don't like the excess. Not that I think I am fat or heavy or chubby. I don't care about that. I simply like the scale to read 100lbs. Flat. No more, no less.
And since I got myself a PT, I thought I would include in my (our) goal the toning up of some muscles and the strengthening of my lower back (as I had some history in lower-back pains). It wasn't easy. My heart wasn't on it until tonight when he's caught me drinking too much water when his advice was just a sip during the program. I saw his disappointment. I am one stubborn client. I even confessed that I had 3 pcs of Yellow Cab's pizza then pasta the other night; pasta again last night plus ice cream; pasta again in the morning; and I almost had 3 (yes, three!) cups of Crab-fat rice and omellete for lunch today. I stopped on my second cup because guilt was starting to creep in me. That was after I was done devouring my full-order of tomato soup at the Kitchen. But don't worry my dear PT, JS and I walked for 15 minutes after that. That's how long we were able to cross from the mall to our office (Bayani Fernando is trying to make heroes out of us).
What I am saying is...
I am not the only one who's going to fail when I fail on my goal. I don't want anyone seeing themselves a failure. Much more if I was the one whom they've tried to work on. This time, I promise, I will put my heart on the program. We will fulfill our goal.
Week 2, Day 1: I am 106 lbs.
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